TIME IS IRRELEVANT

Hello My Loves,

How are Y'all feeling moving into these last days of 2021?

I am feeling EXCITED, NUMB, ANGRY, JOYFUL all at the same time!

Creating new Podcasts, Meditating, BEing out in Nature, and Hibernating too!

I have also been observing how I am experiencing linear time and how it relates to the process of manifestation. I have been looking back on different awarenesses I have had over the years and I am realizing that I have never really known when things were going to happen, I just knew that they were going to happen. The process of creation is so exciting that I tend to forget about the time it might take as I am dreaming it up. It can feel frustrating when things don't happen in the time that the "limited mind" thinks it should, but it also encourages me to have faith in my asking. We live the desired experience over and over in the imagination expecting it to happen RIGHT NOW when sometimes it doesn't manifest at all. And then when everything does ALIGN and it is meant for the person it is birthed into their reality... not always as envisioned and perfectly for them.

In 2008, I had a vision that I would be sharing sound healing meditations with incarcerated folks in prisons and jails. In 2019, I had my first opportunity to share at Elmwood Correctional Facility through the non-profit Carry the Vision. I did not know it would take that long, but the vision was always in the back of my mind and in my heart. Over the years, I reached out to different people in law enforcement and the judicial system to inquire about offering my services, but "nothing happened" til 2019.

I write "nothing happened" because in my mind I wasn't in the jail doing the work yet, so it literally meant that nothing was happening for me back then. But this is not true. So many things were happening behind the scenes energetically to create the opportunity, I simply wasn't aware of all the synchronicities until later.

In 2015, I was working out of Chiropractic from the Heart. I had been there for four years at that point and one day, I was talking to the chiropractor and I said to her, "How about you come to "my" office tomorrow for a session?". We both looked at each other funny and then I left. I went home that night feeling into the comment "my office" and realized it was time for me to be in my own office. I wrote down all the things I wanted in my new office and a couple months later it appeared three blocks from my home. I noticed my manifestation "time" speeding up. I was also noticing that "timing" and "listening" had everything to do with the process.

At the beginning of 2020, I went to have lunch with the director of Carry the Vision (she is quite intuitive) and when I sat down at the table she said, "you're moving!?!" to which I replied, "Yes, but not far, just out to Gilroy or Hollister". I kept hearing my inner voice telling me to move out to the country, but I didn't know where yet. Shortly there after, I had a vision of my new home out on a quiet piece of farm land. I began imagining myself there and living in the space in my head often. Dreaming of it and talking about it often. I started looking online for places to live in the south bay area, but nothing was showing up for me. Little did I know at that time the Universe had plans for me to move to the country... out in Texas!

Before I arrived in Austin, I told the one acquaintance I knew here that I saw myself in a tiny home with other tiny homes on a big piece of land. I saw a tiny home community with a main house for everyone from the tiny homes to gather for a meal and to be social. I shared that it was about 30 minutes from the city and that there was space to grown food and have farm animals. What I got instead was a small 400 sq ft apartment (tiny home) in a community called Stony Creek. And it was exactly where I needed to land to get to know my new city and BE a part of it!

I got to know a woman at the complex who was interested in finding a house to rent with me. We wrote down what we wanted in detail months ago. We started looking online and riding our bikes in the neighborhoods watching for "FOR RENT:" signs. A few weeks ago, she met someone and plans changed. She decided she wanted to stay at the apartments and not look for a house anymore. I totally understood and realized that it would be beneficial for me to go back to my original vision of my little home on the farm. I burned the paper that we had written about our new home on and a few days later, on FB marketplace, a small cottage on 6 acres of land with a barn, a main house, and four RV rental spaces with electrical hookup appeared. It is about 35 minutes from Austin and is off of the same road I take to go to work at the prison here. All "farm to market" roads and I am only on a freeway for about 7 minutes. I move in December :)

Almost 2 years of dreaming this little cottage... this time around. If I really go back in my memory I have dreamed of this space since I was a kid (40 years ago) hangin' on my grandma's farm in Santa Rosa. I loved it so much!

What is unknown to us consciously is not really unknown. Maybe we are not aware of the "time" or "how" we will manifest something or someone into our lives AND we can know that all the answers we seek are inside each of us as we live and create our experiences. The journey of life is remembering who we truly are and what brings us JOY and living it FULLY. I see when I focus on things not happening when they "should" I do not feel joy and I feel like I am pushing the things further from me. I also see sometimes that I am being encouraged to LET GO of what I "think" I know and ALLOW the Universe to provide in its own "time". Meaning... it might have something even better for me than I could have ever imagined :)

I'd love to be in service and support YOU on your journey of creation and evolution. If it resonates, please check out the information below to see how we are able to connect. I also have a full recorded session available at the link below. Listen for FREE (with earbuds for best quality) and/or buy it if you're able to support. I receive all the proceeds if you purchase the digital CD the first Friday of every month.

I also have TWO LIVE VIRTUAL sessions that are FREE to the community this month! Check out the information below for details!

CLICK HERE TO LISTEN TO RECORDED MEDITATION FOR FREE!

As always, THANK YOU for reading and connecting with me here!

I Love You,

Jess