ACCEPTING & ALLOWING

Hello Loves,

How are Y’all feeling? I am curious to know what you’ve been experiencing lately. The last month has felt easy, hard, fluid, stuck, and full of a lot of unknown. I realize when I feel a lot of unknown the mind tends to feel challenged by it because it doesn’t have solid evidence from which to base its decisions. Then, when we allow the ego to chime in and start telling some stories in our head about the unknown, we can get totally pushed off the path.

I have spoken about the inner voice that I hear from time to time and how much I trust the feeling of this voice when it speaks. A couple of months ago, I started feeling the urge to move from my little cottage out in the country. The 40-minute drive on the backroads into the city was starting to lose its luster and it seemed that most of my work was in Austin. I was feeling like my small-town living needed to change.

As I started to look for shared spaces to live in the city, I started to feel isolated in my little home on the unpaved road. I began to feel an urgency to get into a new place with other humans and found some places that had potential but didn’t pan out. I could feel the sense of desperation setting in as my time to move out was getting closer. At the same time, I felt very calm about the whole experience because I always know that everything is working out for me. It just may not look like I thought it would in my limited mind.

You see… it is powerful to imagine your dreams as you manifest them into the physical. It is how everything comes to BE.

AND it is even more powerful to let the vision go and TRUST that your Source, God, Universe, Higher Self has already brought it to you and it’s even better than you imagined. Living in the feeling of the vision until one day you find your Self in it, here now.

When I moved to Texas (2 years ago Feb 28th) I had no idea the magical experiences that were awaiting me. My life has always been filled with synchronicities. I am always in awe of the connecting of the dots and how everything arrives divinely when you’re not thinking but allowing.

About the middle of this month, I was wandering around my little house with a bunch of thoughts running amuck in my mind. I was considering where I would go if I didn’t have a place lined up by the end of the month. And then, out of what seemed to be nowhere, one voice said very clearly, “It’s ok if you stay here another month”. I had not even felt like this was an option until this moment. So strange what we allow our mind to tell us is true that we don’t even consider something different.

I felt into the information, texted my landlord, and asked if it was possible that I stay until the end of December. Meeting my landlord was a whole other bunch of synchronistic events so I knew he would be open to what I was putting out there. He called me immediately and shared that he was so relieved that I wanted to stay. He had hundreds of people inquire about the space but didn’t resonate with any of them. He was preparing for a trip and the holidays and was about to take the listing down and leave the house vacant. Then, we got on a whole conversation about the energies and what we’ve been experiencing, and the world was right again.

Two days later, I invited some friends from Austin to a show in Lockhart and one of them invited a friend who just moved there to join us. My friend had actually shared this person’s information with me back in October because this new friend is in the process of opening a Wellness Co Op in Lockhart about 15 minutes from where I live currently. Since I was planning to move back to Austin, I didn’t reach out to her about it. Then, we met in person, and I knew she was someone I wanted to work with and be around more.

She invited me to her house a few days later for a cookout with her family and some friends from town. I felt right at home. I met her husband and we realized that we had actually met last February when he attended one of my sound healing sessions in Austin. It also turns out that he is the principal at an alternative high school for at-risk youth. The same week, Communities in Schools reached out to let me know about plans for me to share sessions at some alternative schools in Buda which is in the same vicinity as Lockhart compared to where I live now too. So here are 3 new locations for me to work popping up around my home which makes my current space central to all the places I share classes. Again, it all feels aligned.

Funny how it took my friend meeting a new friend at a retreat in order for me to come back into contact with the new friend’s husband to talk about offering classes at his school. I didn’t even know his name. He just came to one class and I didn’t see him again until their family gathering. A person really begins to realize that there is no separation in this experience as we allow our Selfs to be open to the unknown and the gifts it has for us. We can know without a doubt that everything that is meant for us is coming to us all the time. What is meant for You will never pass you by!

So, it seems that I’ll be staying out in the beautiful town of Red Rock. Mr. Lido (the dog) and I will continue our walks down our country road in the mornings. We will stop and say hi to our neighbors and say hi to the cows, horses, donkeys, goats, and other dogs along the way. As of this moment, it all feels exactly as it is meant to be. Who knows what December will bring and I imagine it will be even more magical than November.

As always, YOU are ALL in my thoughts and prayers.

Please keep my non-profit The Adara Collective in your thoughts and prayers. I appreciate your donations and support of the work I am doing with our incarcerated communities, veterans, and at-risk youth. Please share with your friends, family, co-workers, and corporations when it resonates. I personally drove 3000 miles last month bringing Sound Healing, Mindfulness, and Personal Development classes to 8 different facilities and over 200 people.

A big THANK YOU to EveryOne that has donated already!

I appreciate you ALL continuing to read my newsletters and connect here with me. I send you so much LOVE from the deepest part of my heart. Here’s to accepting and allowing what is, so that we may be open to what is on it’s way.

I Love You,

Jess